fickle heart | ikhny's Blog

I wish I could dictate to my heart who I could love so I won't have to struggle with the fact that I shouldn't fall in love with that person.

I used to think that its easy to avoid falling in love when you know you shouldn't. How mistaken was I that its actually very difficult once you're ensnared.

I wish to just stay friends with that person. I wish to not think of him every minute of everyday. I wish the thoughts of him wouldn't make me smile. I wish thoughts of a future with him wouldn't come to mind.

I wish to not further fall in love with him because my heart has been promised to someone else.

I hate this fickle heart.